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a friend of mine told me about this place, i dont want to try and tell some story to out do another person to get what i need. i just want to look around and see how people get help. do people really get help here or is it a place to get advice or send you to places that might help you. im just wondering im not speaking bad and please do not think that, ive seeked help for a year now and always just get blowen away like a leaf in the wind. its like help all other countries but the heck with ours. i have colon cancer, i waited to long to find out why i was hurting and bleeding. im a guy we'e stupid, always thinking the problem will go away. this is it for me. im in operable because i waited to long, they've given me 6 months to live. you know how that goes they really mean anyday. i dont know why i never got checked, i just feel like things will just go away. heres something for you believe it or not. im the type of person who has to see it to believe it. in all my life i have never dreamt about god or anything about the bible. and ive asked other people if they ever had any of anything to do with bible and i get the the same answer which is no. i find it odd because some times you dream of things that happens during a day, or a movie you watch you see my meaning right, or not. well last night i dreamed about jesus. i did not see him, i did not talk to him, i just knew he was there, the presence was so strong i just knew. i was feeling this heat radiating on my body like when you open a oven and the heat hits your skin. i believe he was telling me hell really exsist. i got up got on my knees and prayed my heart out with more fear praying to god like nothing before. i do not want to burn for eternity. hell is real friends believe me its real. im a devoted roman catholic, i disrepect no churches we're all striving to go to the same place the same god the same jesus. long as you believe you'll have eternal life. but truly i tell you there is a hell. what i seek before i die is only one thing and i want it burried with me. i wish for a rosery made very special. i cant afford it and i know this is an odd request, but from the bottom of my heart i would thank you through all eternity for getting it. i would like the rosary made of real silver, the beads rubies, and the crucifix of jesus white gold. this may not mean nothing to anyone of you but to me it means so much, as my days slowly start taking me i want that rosary in my hands to pray until its over. its my wish, if anyone could get one may jesus make you prosper to you and your families. i need to add, i have no family, i have so much stuff that i cant take with me so if someone is in need of thing s i may be able to help you. i have brand new living room furnicure, t.v.'s, stereos, any kind of household things you need it will be yours, just ask and ill tell you if i have it, if no one wants ill give it to goodwill. but goodwill will make you pay for it, from me its free. well i guess thats about it, please help me before i go, put a glitter of happiness in my heart one more time. thanks